J A M I E { From UrbanDictionary } A girl who is intelligent, yet silly. A girl who is cold on the outside, yet warm and cuddly on the inside. A girl who will tell her friends everything, yet she has many secrets hidden. A girl who is a great friend, yet a worthy advesary if you are not a friend of hers. A girl who is extremely sweet and innocent, yet she'll kick someones ass when necessary. link link link

 Today sucks. I feel so uneasy right now and I hate waiting in this beige room. I feel like I want to run out of here and get to the nearest open place as fast as possible.

I miss my bed. I miss my cat. And the annoying sound of my mom telling me things that we already know is getting on my nerves.

 I'm tired and hungry and feel a tad bit nauseus most likely due to my lack of sleep and food. I wish I could escape back to my dark room with my uncomfortable bed that's obvious that its old due to the springs sticking up. I wish I could escape back to the world of vampires and warewolves that took away most of my nights sleep. 

I kind of cheated a little bit and skipped through the last book. I have yet to be done, several more chapters on my to do lists. But I'm getting there. I still can't believe I went through 8 solid chapters and then some last night. I can still see the visions in my head just as the book described it. 

 While we were driving through the hills I kept looking at the houses and was picking ones that looked like it could be a Cullen's resident. I did see one though that seemed like it would be perfect but it was too close to a main road and I feel that if they were real and had to choose they'd probably want something more remote.

 The more and more I kept reading the more and more I realized how jealous I was of Bella. Not the whole turning into a vampire shindig. But the love between her and Edward. I've always envied any relationship that was around me. How I wish I was them. How I wish I had someone who felt like that about me. But I just keep saying to myself that 'my day will come soon' and I feel that it will be greater than I ever imagined.

 Or at least I would like to think so. A girl can dream right.

 Where can I get an Edward? HaHa.

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