J A M I E { From UrbanDictionary } A girl who is intelligent, yet silly. A girl who is cold on the outside, yet warm and cuddly on the inside. A girl who will tell her friends everything, yet she has many secrets hidden. A girl who is a great friend, yet a worthy advesary if you are not a friend of hers. A girl who is extremely sweet and innocent, yet she'll kick someones ass when necessary. link link link

Mushu and me hanging out on a Sunday.

 That's all.

  - G'day

Sent from my Sprint® Palm Prē

So several nights ago I had this dream involving this handsome man to my left Mr. Jeph Howard of The Used. Actually it involved everyone (Quinn, Bert, and Dan but they were only minor players). Anyhow in the dream Jeph and I have been going out for a little while but we haven't seen each other in the past month or so because he lives in LA and I live up north. So I decide to drive on down for a dinner gathering that was happening @ Bert's house with the guys and Bert's g/f. So while at the table I feel uncomfortable because I have this huge news to tell Jeph but I don't want to tell him at the table because I feel it should be something discussed between us first. Unfortunately my uncomfort is showing on my face and Jeph notices and asks me "is something wrong?" but I just smile and nod "no" and continue eating my meal. The meal is coming to a close and we're all just hanging out at the table..I ask Jeph "if there is somewhere we could talk" and we go into Bert's room. I'm pacing back and forth while trying to piece the sentence together in my head and Jeph is just looking at me like "just say it" so I do.. I tell him "I don't think there really is no other way to say this so here it goes... I'm pregnant" and the look on Jeph's face is just blank. And I just stand there waiting for him to say something, anything. From what I remember he doesn't say anything and we walk out of the room towards the table and everyone is just looking at us and I wake up. The End

For those who can interpret dreams...feel free to do so.

Jeph is such a sweetie. I've only met him once but that one time is still the best. It was @ Taste of Chaos and I hung out back for like 7 hours (literally) and I remember Jeph and his at the time girlfriend were coming around the building and I was standing on the corner and in my head was repeating "oh sh*t it's Jeph! go talk to him. No that's rude he's with someone. Would you just get your a** over there and talk to him I'm sure he wont mind. No. Just do it damn it! Fine!" and I started walking over there and I think I was going to ask him something but I can't remember what it was but I do remember him asking me "is there anywhere to shop around here?" and I told him not really no that's more SF. And out around the corner comes Quinn cussing up a storm and he comes up to Jeph and they just start talking and I'm just standing there like "uhh?" haha. But then I asked "do you think I could get a picture with you guys" and Jeph was like "of course". So we stood up against the truck but the sun was facing my cam so his g/f told us to go on the other (much better choice) and *SNAP* but then it was time for them to go in..and the one thing I remember about Jeph was that before they left he turned around and shook my hand and said "it was nice meeting you". And after that I was on cloud 20. Haha it took me a little while to process what had just happened and the first thing I did was text my friend Colleen. Haha. Those were good times.

Oh, yeah. It’s really hard too, meeting people. I consider life moments, sets of moments in your whole life. Because I’m not religious at all, I don’t believe in anything really like that. I believe in moments and that your whole life is sets of these things and each little moment you capture is great. Being on tour you have select moments with people because you’re not going to see that person again or those people again for months probably. You have a day to have a moment with somebody, and that’s pretty much it. It is what it is. But moments are a good thing, you can either share moments and hang out, or you can share moments with other people on the bus and hang out. That’s why I enjoy hanging out with people, I’m all about it.
- Jeph Howard You Sing I Write Interview


Anyhow nothing new has really been happening. Just a lot of shopping which is good cause I so miss it. I picked up 2 cute shirts, 1 cardigan, 1 pair of boots, 1 pair of flats, 4 different pair of leggings (I so needed some and I got the perfect ones from Charlotte Russe I want to pick up another 4 pairs from them), 3 tanks, and several pieces of jewelry. I think I was quite successful. I absolutely love the whole leggins and boots it is just so damn comfy especially when going to the club! Woo! Speaking of clubs we went out this past Saturday to Voodoo which was really fun. I had a good time. It's been awhile since I've had fun at a club. Also major thanks to Edgar who I think just gave me a new a drink: Long Island with Sprite/7-Up it's actually really good. I drank it a little too fast and it hit me pretty hard. But it's all good it makes the party much more fun haha. Oooh and thanks to Crystal for going I was so glad to see her. She's a sweetheart.

I was a in a super Salmon coma yesterday too. Ha ha I have never had so much salmon in one sitting. My gooshness! I'm trying to get my meals in order. I'm trying really hard to watch what I eat and cutting out what I don't need but it hasn't been easy. I have yet to give up soda but I do drink it a lot less than usual. I only drink it when I go out to eat which is very rare. Instead of eating fast food I've mostly been eating sandwiches (Turkey breast mMm) with some kind of fruit on the side grapes/nectarines/strawberries whatever is in the fridge. Wash it down with some water or Apple Juice (i never realized how much I really like apple juice haha.. I only buy the light ..you can really taste the difference too). And with my lack of vegetables I guzzle down some V8 Fusions. My mom really hates it I don't know why but I love it. I try to do the V8F Light cause it's low in sodium. I am not a fan of salads never was. I don't have a "taste" for it. Some people say "oh it's all in your head" so when I put lettuce in my mouth and I want to gag that's all in my head? Like I said I don't have a taste for it. I'm a fruit girl 100%. Ha ha. My one pitfall is I barely work out. I somewhat try to be active (not really) but I feel that if I do work out it will help out a lot. With all the minor meal changes that I have made I have dropped 8 pounds though! It's not much but to me that's freaking awesome! So I'm very proud of myself..


Well I'm out of thoughts..I'm stuck on TU and I'm gonna go play Cake Mania haha. Before I leave I want to dedicate this blog to Jeph Howard for being an awesome bass player and a very down to earth guy. I send you a mental hi-5 and hug combo.

Later blog world.

Photo Courtesy of: You Sing I Write

The Used - Born To Quit

That is the brand new single from The Used and it is super badass. I can't wait for Artwork to drop annnnnnd The Used are coming to SanFran. Its been forever since I've seen Quinn. I miss his scruffy face. I hope they add a San Jose date.  Anyway after having the song on repeat for the past half hour I thought I would post up my version of the lyrics. I hope they're right..

"Born To Quit"

Exercise the demon
That is living up inside you
After all you think you've been through
Just what have you been through?

Try to get beside yourself
This tearing at your insides
Will you end up on the wrong side
Always standing so strong

Sharpen up your teeth
Your dreams more are than worth defending
In a fight that's never ending
Go on
Go ahead and prove me wrong

The further you go
The less you'll know
Your born to quit
You've blown it
You need to let go
Of letting go
Were full of shit
Your born to quit

Something supernatural
It seems it could possess u
No more level lance(?) about you
And that might not be true
(that might not be true)
How they capture demonized
The fucked up situation
How you killed off all the angels
Taking notice of you

Sharpen up your teeth
Your dreams more are than worth defending
In a fight that's never ending
Go on
Go ahead and prove me wrong

The further you go
The less you'll know
Your born to quit
You've blown it
You need to let go
Of letting go
Were full of shit
Your born to quit

Here are some pics from the Rules Of Entertainment 2 Year Anniversary. You can check'em out at ROE. They should hopefully be up later on today. I had a lot of fun that night. I had a really good weekend as well.

On Friday me and my mom went on up to San Francisco. Our goal was to go to the beach. I didn't really carewhat the weather was going to be except if it was raining I probably would have changed my mind. But it was really grey and cloudy but that didn't stop me from having fun. It was nice to be in a different city. I didn't expect to get wet but I wasn't paying attention to how close the water was getting and SPLASH!! All over my shoes and pants but it wasn't as bad as I thought. My socks only got a little wet so it was all good. After that we headed up to Joe's Crab Shack for some DUNGENESS CRAB! Yummy. In the end it was a very long day. Well I just wanted to post a few pics. Use the link above to check out the rest of the ROE2YR Party Pics. Other than that I'm out.

MY SONGS ON REPEAT:
PHOENIX - LISZTOMANIA
PHOENIX - ROME
MATT & KIM - DAYLIGHT
MATT & KIM - GOOD OL' FASHION NIGHTMARE
MADCON - WHOLEHEARTED
DANYEW - CLOSER WE ARE
DANYEW - STREETLIGHT
DANYEW - CLOSE YOUR EYES

...check'em out

- CREAM SPINACH YO! -